Aerowolf

the reason i haven't updated in a while is because i've been trying to find a way to save a friend of mines life

 

and i've seemed to fail.

 http://ninjasandpirates.org/forum/index.php?topic=28757.0

 

read... 

you don't have to go through the entirety of it but the gist of it is this

she was hit by a drunk driver, when they were running some tests they found a malignent brain tumor

they tried to remove it... and failed.

 

she has about a week or two to live. i cannot even attempt to communicate how fucking frustrated i am through text, as 10% of communication is through words 30% through tone and 60% through body languege

the reason why my last blog was so short was because i was useing my brothers computer, he came home and said "i just need to use it for like five minutes" and he ended up deleting what i had already written, and then i went back on when he was in the bathroom and finished it. i was in the procces of pushing the post button when he punched me in the face and redeleted it and then we got into a fight (i pwned him by punching him in the back like 12 times and then choking him) and then i wrote that quickly while he ran to get a sharp object. but onto current events

 

 the bad news is that i'm not going to my old school because i morally reject the school system as it is right now. (i'll probably explainin my next post) so that means that i'll probably not see my friends ever again unless it is at a birthday party or something. which i REALLY don't need right now. even more so that i have NO friends at this next school.

i can't even begin to tell you how much this is stressing me out. as in getting transfered to this school is to stressful as getting battery acid injected into my veins is painful. i think i might just try and take the CHSPEE or the CHESPEE or the CHSEPEE or whatever it is, which is basically a GED in advance.

 

the good news is that i finally have my own internet connection agaiN!!!!! yay!!

 

i'll probably update the day after tommorow or something. late

i  won't update till monday. cause my bro is an sshole. later

I'm going camping tommorow, YAY!! my entire family (on my mom's side) is going, which is awesome, but my brother is going. not awesome. but i'm not gonna go into details of how evil he is because that would take time that i don't have.

its going to be cool but it sucks cause the camp ground is 400 miles away and gas prices are f*cking high right now. plus part of the place is shut down because of a huge a$$ fire they had last month.

 

but enough about camping. Quarentine (i needed to call the book I'm writing something right?) is going along pretty good, i figured out how to get him clothes without him going into a department store or looking like a homeless guy so thats one plot hole thats been prevented.

it kinda sucks that i'm going away for three days without a way to write crap down because i know that i'm going to come up with a fantastic idea and i'm not going to remember it. on the onther hand i ould just bring my 2 gig flash drive in the hopes that one of my relatives will bring a laptop that i can borrow for like, an hour. although i kind of doubt it...

and now i need to put my non existant stuff in a nonexistant container to get ready for my camping trip. oh crap i'm not at all ready.

 

but before i go freak out,  GO NINJASANDPIRATES.ORG!!!! (don't worry lxpk, i'll mention this place to my friends over at NAP ((ninjasanpirates)) )

I need motivation for life, because i have no life. I really need to lie more often. if everyone as honest as me then we wouldn't have war but we would all be on anti depressents. i really think i prefer war to anti depressents because human on human violence violence, while the biggest threat of exctinct, is not the only one. in other words someone has to be the designated driver for humanity.

 

but i'm getting off topic. to distract myself from how pitiful a social life i have i untertook the gigantic task of writing a book. in a foriegn languege. that i don't know. so not only writing an epic length book, but learning new languege as well. the languege; japanese. the book; the chilling tale of a boy (with fatal familial insomnia) who's family was killed by the totalitarian government for "treason" (wink wink) and what lengths he has to go to to

diguise his identity and find safety.

but what i plan to do is get a grip on the language (THREE DIFFERENT LANGUAGES!!! TWO OF THEM HAVE LIKE 40 CHARACTERS WHILE THE THIRD IS THE CHINESE SYMBOLS!!! LIKE 30000 CHARACTERS!)while mainly focusing on writing the book.

P.S. which do you think would fit best as slang for a tryanical regime; dynasty,kingdom, or federation?

P.s.s. how would a kid about 15 get clothes when he had his face all over the news because he "escaped from the happy hills psych ward" so he can't just go into any establishment? seriously this one has me stumped and i'd love suggestions.